Steven Allen Adams – Conversations with Myself

Well, I’m in another situation where I wasn’t looking, but the girl found me.

I like the girl, but at the same time I think I’m avoiding emotional attachment.

You all remember what happened last time I was expecting something that didn’t work out.

I really don’t want that heartache again.

Her and I are not dating, so as long as we’re not dating I’m not expecting anything. She could tell me to drop dead and EAD today and I’d probably go grab a milkshake and go on with my life.

But I at least hope she doesn’t do that. I’m taking this day by day and it should help to keep my feelings in check. She’s doing the same thing, since I’m “on probation.”

I think her and I talked for five hours last night. She called as I was on a night hike, so I spent 2 1/2 hours sitting in the middle of the Old Pike talking to her. This is an old, narrow, winding, uphill abandoned road that in the 1930s used to be a booming highway. Of course, I say no one drives on it, but last night there were three cars that forced me to have to get to the side of the road.

Today will be a good day. I have two birthdays to celebrate. That of my cousin Chastity and the other of my friend Josh Lemley. I’m using this weekend as sort of a vacation of sorts. I’ll be staying in a hotel tonight.

Should be peaceful.